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Well Im updating only becuz the last one talked bout me and kayla..

I broke up with her..

It don't matter to me nemore.

Umm i have myspace now..

XAnga is kinda Old.

I guess..

www.myspace.com/scream_in_the_pillow

Go there and add me if u have one..

Well Comment

L8r.

I've had bad Days And good days..

I really don't even Know what i want right now.

Everything I need is in front of me and Im acting as if it ain't there

Even though sumtimes i act happy.

Im not..

When im with her i am. And people thinking im treating her wrong.

Im sorry people but i told her she needed to work with me on this.

Because im not used to a girl fully commiting to me.

This kind of thing is new to me.

Seriously, it feels like a part of me is missing.

And no its not because my past relatonship.

I really dunno what has gotten to me.

Im not trying to hurt anyone.

I guess im scared.

I've been a asshole to alot of people lately including Kayla.

I admit it, you happy?

maybe im not cut out for this....

I've started my own little Off line Jornal..

I'll carry it w.e i go.. Soo yea.

I miss the summer..

I miss Freedom.

Right now i feel locked up...

im grounded yea But thats not what it is..

Too much shit has taken control of me beyond belief.

Me and my older bro got closer while he was out for 4 days

He can relate what i've been going through..

I can't relate to as much as he has luckily.

where do i see my self in 4 or 5 months??

to tell the truth.. I'll be the same but worse if that makes since.

But where i wanna be in 4 or 5 months.. is a job, maybe i car..

and maybe playing a sport

But who am i kiding this is Me. Same-o- Michael moore

Im not a innocent person.. why was being 1 through 13 so Easy

And why in hell is it geting Harder..

I dunno.

Mine and Kayla's One month is Tommrow.

Im glad i got this far.

I love her.

but im not In love..

So i guess me telling her i Love her is me being a hypocrite..

Maybe to ya'll.. But to me in love and love is 2 differ things..

Well this is All for Now..

L8r Hoez.

MichaeL.

EdIt.

I got in trouble Again.. But its not that bad.. For wat i did.. So i won't argue with it..

I was Drunk Friday and Got in a Fight With Aaron addison..

And I Dislocated my Knee.

My mom Found out I was drunk so i can't Go newhere For 2 weekends..

Not bad.

O and i didn't Lose the Fight.

Comment More Whores..

L8r Michael

Well i actually found sum1 who actually cares about me for me..

We talked for a week and i asked her out thursday..

I might of got sum friends pissed off at me but i dunno why.. They should be happy that im happy..

Its been awhile since i felt this good about a Relationship..

She means alot to me..

Too bad im grounded for awhile..

It don't matter neway cuz i don't think ne1 could break us apart..

Shes always been there and i just now finally figured it out..

I don't care about all this drama nemore.. ne1 who wants to Get all bitchy about it can just leave me the fuck alone..

Im done with it..

Im happy now and ppl should leave it at that..

Comment l8r..

MichAeL.

Everyone was right..

She was going to hurt me.

I was being too selfish.

I thought she was all mine.. She thought the same for me..

At least i thought.

I have had the best last couple of weeks in my life.

I made a mistake and tried to protect my g.f from geting talk about by her ex b.f..

And i payed the price..

She ran back to him like always...

Im sry but if u said u was in love with me one day then how are u all in love with him a day after.

And why in the fuck do u cheat on me at skool with him.

I gave u my Everything.

This is what im saying by telling u im right..

Love is just a game to you.

Im tired of being talked bad about by an ex.

 If u are all crazy bout one person go to him.

and plz quit playing games with my head.

I guess its all over for us..

this is y its so hard to trust you

bcuz everytime u never seem to prove me wrong

this shit is over rated.

Its gonna be while b4 i update again.

Michael

Hey Bitches!

           This is Lia and Michael! What yall been up too?

Well me and Lia have been hanging out like

everyday since thursday. I think she is actually .

being serious about me this time. Im glad that we . 

are together cuz without her i dont know what i

would do. I love her so much. Like she said on her

site i dont care what people think we are happy

together. Lia bought me this really cool shirt from

hollister i wore it to school monday im sure you all

saw it. Lia and I started going out Saturday 22... I

hope i dont lose her again cuz i dont know what i

would do without her if i lost her again i know ive

been hurt by her but i think she really means it i

mean im so happy with her and i hope no one gets

mad at me cuz i really care about her. Well Lia said

hey to everyone and that she is sorry for the way

she has treated me and she hopes that can be put in

the past. Well We are going to go bye bitches.

                                           MICHAEL

I love you Lia!